Monthly Archives: February 2009

I miss writing down ’2008′ when I record the date on things. Not because 2008 was a good year for me–it was one of the worst, actually–but because two thousand eight has that wonderful character ’8′ at its tail. ’8′ … Continue reading →

But last week I felt fine. More than fine. Actually, last week was pretty much the best week I’ve had since I got back to the States. SUNDAY: Phone call from prospective employers asking if I was available to interview … Continue reading →

These days I feel as if I am disintegrating. I drink or I smoke and afterwards it’s like there’s a big hole inside me. I can’t fill it with anything. There are moments when I am driving my car and … Continue reading →